Friday, February 27, 2004

I shud sleep peacefully!

Wee! Was due to hand in my group report before 530pm today. It was only the second lab and we needa churn out the whole software process report! Yucks! Hate all that writing, cutting, pasting and re-formatting. Cant understand why the lecturers have to torture us this way. Cant they just leave us some memorable memories of NTU before we leave. kekeke..
The whole report turned out to be over 70 pages (Wah! amazing for just lab 2). As I went to hand it in, another guy from the other group came too. You should have seen his SHOCKED faced at our report. His is barely a 1/4 of ours! ahahha was so amused by his reaction when he compared the thickness and handed in reluctantly.
No. I'm not gloating about his report being so thin, its just the expression that tickled me. Who knows if his group had more quality compared to ours. Nevertheless, he kinda made my day. At least it keep me amused for a while.
Mind's abit in a daze mode now. Slept early this morning to wake up early this morning again. haahhaha...I'm losing my beauty sleep recently neh. No wonder pimples are proliferating on my face.. Anyway, my consolation is that I must be still young enough to have qing chun tou. hohoho...
Making a point to sleep earlier than usual today. Need to rejuvenate myself after all that "busying" and rushing about in school. Nitez and Sweet dreams to me.....

Thursday, February 26, 2004

The Long Road.....

Decided to walk home from yishun station. Not a long journey really, just a 5 mins walk normally. I took 10.
Didnt know why I chose to re-route from my normal bus route, somehow I just felt like walking....
The way home was a long straight path flanked by trees. The air was humid and cars rushed past, lifting up swirls of dust in my face. I felt surprising calm and ignorant of the dusty air. I was alone, lost in my own world...
I enjoyed the slow walk. There were no obstacles in my way, just that straight road ahead... I walked slowly but steadily, only to stop at a traffic junction. Didnt know how long I stood there, but the red man seemed to stay there for ages, when the green man finally took over.
I was halfway home when I passed by the big field. I looked up at the canopy above me hoping that it'll rain leaves on me. There was not even a trickle to be seen. Without a trace of dissapointment, I continued my walk.
A big tree stood in the middle of the field. I seem to be like it, away from the crowd and alone. I somehow enjoyed this loneliness.
My mind was a blank. I felt peace and contentment.
It was until I crossed the second junction near to my neighbourhood that I started to retract from my isolation state and snapped back into reality. Started to feel the ache in my feet (I was wearing my new slippers) and back (Hahahaa I didnt exercise for a long while already). I was happy and light-hearted nevertheless.
I smiled at familiar faces as I went on, till my feet took me to my door step. The smell of home was ever so welcoming..
I shud take more walks home next time. That long road to home is beaconing me to set foot on it again. Wish to re-visit my world again.. =) Hm.. Wonder how I would feel to walk down that path on a rainy day? Perhaps I better prepare an umbrella for my next journey. =P

Wednesday, February 25, 2004


I'm so touched by wen. I sent her my life journal link. And she msn me back almost instantly to tell me that she's reading and playing the song as well......

*~~This is my Song~~*

I love music alot. Since young, my life has revolved around music. From learning dance to singing and organ, all involves music.I must say that it is an integral part of my life already. Cant imagine a life without music....I start to appreciate that I have my ears to hear the melodious sounds around me.

As I grew older, I found that I can have diff songs to represent me everyday.. Each song describes how I felt each day. I believe everyone has a song to represent him/herself. What is my song today...? I think its "Journey". This is the song I first thot of when I woke up this morning... Quite a funny song to start of the day as its kinda a slow and melodrama song. =P

Well, I'm do feel a little slow and dazed today.. (Could be that I slept late this morning at 3 hohohoho).. Now, I'm starting to hum that song... It goes like this

Its a long long journey... Till I know where I'm supposed to be.
Its a long long journey... and I dun know if i can believe..
When shadows fall and block my eyes, I am almost lost and know that I must hide.
Its a long long journey.. Till I find way home to you.

Many days I've spent, Drifting on through empty shores.
Wondering wat's my purpose, Wondering how to make me strong.
I know I will falter I know I will cry. I know you'll be standing by my side.
Its a long long journey, and I need u to be close to you.

Sometimes it feels on one understand. I dun even know why I do the things I do.
When pride builds me up till I cant see my soul.
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?

Cos it's a long long journey. Till I feel that I am wortth the price.
You paid for me on calvary. Beneath those stormy skies
When satan mocks and friends turn foes,
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control.
Cos its a long, long journey. Till I find my way home to you ~ to you.......


If you are following me through till the end of my song, I supposed u must have felt like this before dun you? Thanks for hearing it (or i should say reading the lyrics) with me.
Well, its really a nice song, if any of you wish to have it, please msn me. =)

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Monday blUes???

Kekeke, I must say that I'm kinda hooked to this journal writing... (Just like I'm hooked to gunbound... =P).
There are really alot of other stuffs to do, but somehow, my time management really suckz... Oh man, an organiser is of no help esp when its owner doesnt follow the planned tasks. hahahaha... Anyway, I still found some time to update my journal.
Tomorrow is a free day (",) Yeah! Fyp is my constant nightmare.. Can imagine Mr Wolf (my fyp sup) shaking his head and wagging his index finger in my face... hahaha.. I'm keeping my fingers crossed now... Oh, btw, Mr Wolf really got nice eyes... Wish i had mine like his... *~~~So green with envy~~*

Monday, February 23, 2004


Check out this link
Nice music, pictures and quotes to start off a not very interesting sunday.. kekeke its already noon time though.
A close friend intro me to this site. I fell in love with it straight. Kinda nice to view the presentation when u feel bored or lost.. Well, I'm viewing it now as I write. Feel like jumping into those beautiful scenes neh..!!
Some of my favourite quotes from this site:
"Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see."- Mark Twain
"Faith is the strength by which a shattered world shall emerge into the light."- Helen Keller
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark."- George Iles
"We must come to see that peace is not merely a distant goal we seek, but it is a means by which we arrive at that goal. We must pursue peaceful ends through peaceful means."- Martin Luther King, Jr.
and lastly this one:"I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no hurt, but only more love."- Mother Teresa
*humming....* My sunday seems brighter already... =)
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