Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Unfair~!

Unfair~!

For christ's sake! Can our legal body be a little more fairer to our furfriends???
A simple 3K fine for murdering your dog... This is simply too much to bear. U mean a dog's life is that cheap?

The owner of a Alaskan malamute, left it in his backyard without any water and furthermore in direct sunlight. The dog died of heatstroke with blood foaming at its mouth. Outrageous!! How can anyone do this to his/her dog..??? Furthermore, it is was an artic dog.
岂有此理~~
Anguish aside, I feel more like crying for that poor darling now.

Do sign this petition online though I don't think it will very much help in this case cos we are talking about animals. Likewise the famous quote from animal farm "4 legs good, 2 legs bad", legal system probably thinks it's otherwise
.

I can never imagine putting my own cai fenced up outdoors. The tot of him having to brave the rain and shine can already bring tears to my eyes. Freaky. Even my mom who resisted having a dog in the house initially has grown to love animals better, all becos cai taught her how so. Though she still is very much afraid of carrying cai or having him lick her feet, she tolerated all his notti antics and even him peeing on her bed several times.

Its quite perplexing as to why the owner could behave in such irresponsible ways after owning the dog for so long. Strange... Probably I still dun understand humanmetrics.

Oh yah. And take a look at this ... So many dogs are being given up for adoption daily.. Sad leh

美丽心情

多雨的冬季总算过去
天空微露淡蓝的晴
我在早春清新的阳光里
看着当时写的日记

原来爱曾给我美丽心情
像一面深遂的风景
那深爱过他却受伤的心
丰富了人生的记忆

只有曾天真给过的心
才了解等待中的甜蜜
也只有被辜负而长夜流过泪的心
才能明白这也是种运气

让他永远记得曾经有一个人
给过完完整整的爱情

那曾经爱着他的心情
有一股傻傻的勇气
那深爱过他却受伤的心
丰富了人生的记忆

只有曾天真给过的心
才了解等待中的甜蜜
也只有被辜负而长夜流过泪的心
才能明白这也是种运气

当我安安心心的走在明天里
有不后悔美丽的心情

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总是会边听这首歌边感伤.
牵手

For years, I have been trying to search for a particular song that I heard on tv during a charity event. No title, no singer, it was like looking for a needle in a haystack. K I shud admit I'm not resourceful enough.

The words of the songs were really simple yet powerful to me. If I hadn't remembered wrongly, one part of the verse goes like this:

因为路过你的路
因为苦过你的苦
所以快乐着你的快乐
幸福的你该幸福

Dunno why I was so mesmerised by the words, but kinda really felt that the composer was really amazing to put simple words like these to tug at heart strings.
From that day onwards, I was like trying to locate whoever sang this song... Disaster lah. No one could tell me when I tried to hum the tune. Got pretty disappointed after a while.

Gradually, this search of that song kinda died down and I started to forget its existence, until I watched 争锋相对, a chinese talk show yesterday. The host brought out the lyrics of the same song at the end and I was pleasantly surprise to know that the singer is a lady called Su Rui!!! Almost wanted to jump into the tv to hug that host. hahaha.. K dramatic.

One more prob... I dunno the song title. Aiyo I really must kick myself in the butt. I was fruitlessly searching for songs under that singer, forgeting the fact that searches can also be done with the lyrics. See lah.. how unresourceful I can be.
Anyway, found the song 牵手 liao. =) Still feels good.

Digressing a little. I almost went solo ktv again yesterday cos we had half day off work. Dunno why so gian these days. Anyway, I realised that kbox's timing wasnt right for me. Then considered party world but again, I think they charge by per room. So bo hua for 1 person right. Can the music publishers please bring out more ktv albums?? The problem with singing at home is the lack of songs neh. =P

Friday, August 26, 2005

My dog gave me 2 orh qei

My dog gave me 2 orh qei

Cai is superb I tell you. Especially that strong as metal head of his. In just one week, he has coloured my legs beautiful twice!
Now I'm covered with 2 nice patches of blue-black on my knee and legs. One of them even has a bump.
That boy goes crazy while at play. He dashes pass everyone like Dash in THE INCREDIBLES except that he always cannot brake in time.

The first blue-black I received was 2 days ago when I played with him. It sounds crazy cos what Cai did was just run over my knee and the next thing I know is PAIN!! Could see the orh qei surfacing almost immediately. Cai dun even seem to feel the pain.

Yesterday I received the second one from him when I brought him down to play with his friends. U know what happens when dogs meet their kind. There was lots of scruffling and chasing everywhere. Cai is really abrazen or shud I say a small dog with a big fighting spirit. Big sized dogs dun seem to intimidate him at all. He is always the initiator to play cum fights.
Was happily seeing them play when suddenly i saw Cai rushing to me madly with Spot hot on his heels. Before I cud scream no, he crashed into my legs and I almost fell as Spot came along too.
Cai didn't even profess pain while I was half clutching the floor liao. It HURT like hell lor!!!

Was so worried for Cai's head though throughout he continued having fun. Really tok gong.

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

晴天

很累. 但还是决定从地铁站走回家.
沿途很静. 可能就是这个缘故, 心也平衡了许多.
边走边听着口袋里的mp3, 有种莫名的平静.
很喜欢这么走着走着.远离繁华和人群, 我才能真正面对自己.
感伤随着歌曲时而浮起. 虽然孤立一人, 但这样一来才能以自己的步伐平息.
天突然厜下落叶. 沉闷的我不由自主的伸手去抓.
他们说一片落叶代表一天的快乐.
我很贪心, 想要多抓一些让每一天是快乐的.
很多很多飞禽顿时划过. 很难得因为整片天好象都被它们覆盖.
这是我生平第一次看到那么多鸟飞过. 我也顿时停下脚步wa了一声.
很美...

这一秒我哭了

Terrible. I should put this into my lyrics blog but somehow still cannot kick that habit of placing it here.
A tear jerker... Sure tear everytime I hear this. Luckily my comp screen at work is big enough.

听 清清唱了一首歌
是什么旋律呀
让我想起你
你 多么冰冷的嘴唇
你决定真的要放手
每一个夜好长我走不完
和你去过的地方
多么冷的夜
我习惯这样的生活

你这一年还好吗
总是担心你的那个我
到底为什么
这一秒我哭了
无法多看你的背影

看 这一幕片刻黄昏
什么记忆让你回头
夜深人静时候
我都难过
没有你在身边陪我
多么冷的夜
没有人逗留在街头

你这一年还好吗
总是担心你的那个我
到底为什么
这一秒我哭了
无法多看你的背影

都已经失去所有
那现在的我还在等什么
一个人纪念
听着你最爱的歌
我只能在你的电话里留话

我到底在等什么
总是担心你的那个我
到底为什么
这一秒我哭了
爱你的苦衷
没有让你快乐
为了一种感觉 停留
Some Picts

Haven't been in the mood to blog these days. Here are some pictures I took during National Day though.

Cool way to line up chairs into our national flag


Cai getting all ready to kick start his first national day celebration


Abit more national day colours with those red and white clips with complements from my mom.


K this pict really looks like cai's been sissified. Oppz.

Monday, August 22, 2005

爱笑的眼睛

如果不是那镜子
不像你不藏秘密
我还不肯相信
没有你我的笑更美丽
那天听你在电话里略带抱歉的关心
我嘟的一声切的比你说分手彻底
泪湿的衣洗干净阳光里晒干回忆
折好了伤心明天只和快乐出去
这爱的城市虽然拥挤
如果真的遇见你
你不必讶异我的笑她无法代替
离开你我才发现自己
爱笑的眼睛流过泪
像躲不过的暴风雨
淋湿的昨天删去(忘记)
离开你我才找回自己
爱笑的眼睛再见爱情
我一定让自己让自己决定

泪湿的衣洗干净阳光里晒干回忆
折好了伤心明天只和快乐出去
这爱的城市虽然拥挤
如果真的遇见你
你不必讶异我的笑她无法代替
离开你我才发现自己
爱笑的眼睛流了泪
当一个人看旧电影
是我不小心而已
离开你我才找回我自己
爱笑的眼睛再见到你
我一定让自己让自己坚定
离开你我才发现自己
爱笑的眼睛流过泪
像躲不过的暴风雨
淋湿的昨天忘记
离开你我才找回自己
爱笑的眼睛再见爱情
我一定让自己让自己坚定

再见到你
我一定让自己假装很坚定

Friday, August 19, 2005

Messages from Water

Messages from Water

Want to know the secret to happiness?? I have a remedy.
Every morning, pour yourself a glass of water.
Subject it to some calming and beautiful music (or classical pieces) from any composers for a few minutes before drinking it.

If you think you have a beautiful voice, then you can also choose to sing to that glass of water instead.

I have my reasons for suggesting this. If you have read a book titled "Messages from Water" you wouldn't find this stupid hahahaha.

Further references can be taken from this site www.hado.net

This is the water crystal of happiness.
Perhaps, I should take more such crystals. =)

Hm... I am just wondering if many of you have some posts that will never see the daylight. Erm.. that I mean posts that are not publish but saved as drafts.

Perhaps I aint as forthright as I thought I would be. Many posts lie as drafts in my blogger.
I feel that my privacy would be trespassed should I ever publish them.Have this desire to create an anonymous blog for all such posts so that I will not need to hide them away at all.

Must also apologise to some of my friends. I think I have caused you people inconveniences.
Many of you have been fervently trying to meet me up to chat and do some catching up. It seems like apart from KTV (bad bad, I've been pestering friends to go with me. Hm.. Looking from their perspective, I can be really annoying huh), I'm very much now in a hermit mode. Need some time to be alone, hidding away in the comfort of a nice cafe.
我懂了她

我好想她 现在好吗 旧画面还在记忆里挣扎
那年的夏 结束时说的话 一直不能放下

她说爱啊 爱很伟大 所以才能让她勇敢离开
当时的我 不明白为什么 直到时间白了头发

我懂了她 她不让眼泪落下
所以让爱结束在最美的刹那
她的眼里进了沙 她算了吧 够了吧
不要再苦苦挣扎

我懂了她 不要我为她牵挂
她说天空很大要自由飞翔
没有结果的爱情 她放了吧 走了吧
不想要彼此受伤 她那么傻


Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Office Ambassador

Office Ambassador

At work... Oppz.!! Isn't that an msn window?
Btw, how come they dun provide chairs with backrest?



Eeks! Green chair??



Ha, its my new exercise ball cum office chair...!! Forget about that horrible sitting position. I know its chor lor. The main thing is the ball k.



Welcome to the new age office environment. U get chairs that could help alleviate backaches and trim tummy at the same time.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

The Malay Uncle

The Malay Uncle

Was running late for cai's dinner. K I admit I'm abit too particular and kan chiong about making sure I'm always back in time for his meals. So I had to flag down a cab home.

Would have greatly appreciate a quiet and solemn journey home. However, the really friendly malay uncle kept me busy the whole time. Seem to have lotsa affinity with Malay Uncles. Not that I really mind just that I wasn't really in the mood for small talks. So bo bian, I politely kept up with his conversations while hopping at the same time he will get tired. The worst part is when he started to tell me some jokes which I had to force myself to laugh. Eh.. talk about being hypocritical. Uncle... No mood to laugh lah

Finally upon reaching my flat, he turned to me and gave me a really heart-warming smile and told me I must be a really happy person and thank me for being such a wonderful passenger. I gave him a 苦笑 and wished him more luck on his next passengers.
If only you know uncle
Well, anyway I made someone's day I guess (*shrugs shoulder)







Your Birthdate: April 14

With a birthday on the 14th of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.

You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas, and you are also very good at organization and systematizing.

You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.



You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.

Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.

A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine, and rebel against it.

You have a tendency to shirk responsibility.


Monday, August 15, 2005

Same song melody of different versions by 2 different singers.
Which is nicer?? I think i would prefer the one that's sadder. But both also sad leh.


太远


一连几天,从梦中哭醒,
一天几遍,看你给我的留言,
打开画面,全是些让我挂心的语言;
我不能忍受,对你的思念。

自你走后,我就在守侯;
我才发现,我已经为你而改变,
从今天到永远,我想给你我全部的眷恋;
你却对我说我们的距离太远 。

只怪我离你太远,才将这份真的爱藏在心里面;
也真的只怪太远,你才忍心看着我泪流满脸。
爱不是戏言,又怎么能够说变就改变;
最后我这是摔到了爱你的深渊。
(就让我对你的爱在梦里实现)

不知不觉,对你有了感觉;
有点胆却,怕得到你的拒绝。
终于我对你说,对你表明我到底有多爱你;
你却拒绝我,对你的承诺。

你对我说,爱情太软弱;
爱的世界,没有永远不变的承诺。
始终你,还要走,要留给你我太多的伤痛;
我不能承受,因为你还是要远走。

你可以不爱我,只要你不感寂寞。


幸福一万年

爱情的箭 飞出了视线
算算时间 我们也爱过几年
因为有你 我还有二分之一的从前
那是我心里 永远的纪念

第一个梦 第一个句点
第一个人给了我思念的期限
我只会说再见 我只能说再见
可是我看不清楚这世界
我会快乐一点 要自己撑过明天

我愿意退回原点 我愿意能听见你幸福一万年
我愿意走得很远 你今天后不会看见我的脸
我愿意忘记你留给我的爱情完结篇
我愿意看他带给你永远的晴天

你也许听不见 我要你幸福一万年

Friday, August 12, 2005

I think I'm a big Procrastinator

Me?? A Big Procrastinator...

Lyrics for Piano

白键是那一年海对沙滩浪花的缱绻
黑键是和你多日不见
弹指间海岸线
你的泪我的眼
模糊天边

每个人心中都有架钢琴尘封在回忆
任凭我只是你的插曲
时间偶尔提起钢琴偶尔哭泣
那些零乱片段

如果爱还能再重来我期待澎湃永远在
oh 每次琴盖打开便有歌来自大海

如果爱我已不存在
我期待有一段精彩让回忆有所感慨

白键是现在我哀悼昨天成全你改变
黑键是原谅我的原谅
好想再弹一遍
手指却只听见
你的道歉

My dog changes my state

My dog changes my state

I guess its a good thing isn't it?? To come home to an anxious pup showering you with the warmest greetings it could garner. Glad that I didnt make the wrong decision of buying him. Since then, he has been my closest confidante. One who would guard my innermost secret. Well, he is free to share with his other furfriends for all I care. kekeke...

Probably of the stagnant nature of work life, I kinda wonder if I'm under some kinda depression cos I no longer seem to find zest and energy in the things I do and often go home feeling a little emptiness here and there.

However, the sight of my dog changes my state of mind. Okay even if its for a short while, he at least made me wanna smile at him. At times when I'm really down, I forced myself to smile and do some baby talk to him. Even then, it helped in some subconscious mind conditioning. That darling...

Went for ktv this evening. Something which I really haven't been doing like for ages. Was glad that I was finally doing something for myself. After so long, it feels great to be back on that. Enjoyed every moment of it though at the same time with a little pang of guilt cos I thought of my dog back home waiting for me.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

无能为力

无能为力

Hm.. according to mp, this song is duan dian no 2. So I kinda pester him for the song.

醒了我却还是闭着眼睛
只有这样才能留住梦境
还看见我最爱的眼睛
还有你偷偷亲吻我的情景

醒了我都不会挣开眼睛
是怕泪水慢慢吞噬心情
原以为我们有了约定
就能够听见朋友祝福的声音

还来不及和你和你在一起
数着天空里坠落的星星
你已经离我而去爱没有继续
原来我根本不是你的唯一

我紧闭双眼摒住呼吸
根本就不敢在夜里想你
谁知道在白天遇见了你
看见你新的唯一靠在你怀里

我留给眼泪不能呼吸
我无法面对最后这个结局
曾经我们有过无数话题
爱到最后我们对爱竟会无能为力

醒了我都不会挣开眼睛
是怕泪水慢慢吞噬心情
原以为我们有了约定
就能够听见朋友祝福的声音

还来不及和你和你在一起
记住属于你的一点一滴
你已经离我而去爱没有继续
原来我根本不是你的唯一

我紧闭双眼摒住呼吸
根本就不敢在夜里想你
谁知道在白天遇见了你
看见你新的唯一靠在你怀里

我留给眼泪不能呼吸
我无法面对最后这个结局
谁会想到曾经相爱的人
还没到最后我们对爱已经无能为力

Dance with my father

Dance with my father - Luther Vandross

A friend of mine sent me this song. It relates to him very very well.
As I read through the lyrics, I silently teared cos it was really touching...
Alot of emotions within me started to trigger, but I cant really identify what they were.
Just dunno how to put to words. Probably after reading the lyrics yourself, you would feel the same way as I do?


Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then

Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure
I was loved

If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again

Ooh, ooh

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah, yeah
Then finally make me do just what my mama said

Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he
Would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance
One final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love to dance with my father
again

Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear her, mama cryin’ for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me

I know I’m prayin’ for much too much
But could You send back the only man she loved
I know You don’t do it usually
But Lord, she’s dyin’ to dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep
And this is all I ever dream

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Cai Shen Dao

Cai Shen Dao

Cai Shen dao. *Teng deng teng deng teng
Cai Shen dao. *Teng deng teng deng teng
Cai Shen dao da wo jia men ko. *Teng deng teng deng teng

K sorry. I got carried away. Btw, Cai shen (God of fortune ) really did arrive at my house.

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Tada!!!




Monday, August 01, 2005

不公平

不公平

走了那么远
发现你不在身边
独自走过了什么
自己都不了解
未来的蓝图应该有你
不该只剩叹息
只是偶尔泪流不停
坚强的理由
只是自己骗自己
你眼中的恐惧
说什么都多余
付出的一切值不值得
永远不会有答案
只有天知道我有多么爱你
一颗心属于一个人
在爱情里什么算公平
爱得深也伤的深
是不是罪免了自己
一颗心属于我自己
爱情里找不到公平
而当你最后选择了逃避
我学会不公平
本来就不公平

Thanks to a friend for sharing this nice song. =)

I need a change

I need a change

For what?? Dunno leh, just find that my life is becoming stagnant.
Not that I'm unsatisfied with it or what, but somehow, something is just missing.
That crucial piece of element to ignite that fire in me.

Come to think about it, I used to be really passionate about life. Everything just seems perfect and wonderful. I do not have problems surrounding me all the time. Even exams seems like fun, having everyone stressed out together and the adrenaline pumped up during paper days. Those days it just seems life can never be better.

I was gregarious, full of life and a fantastic dreamer.
I dreamt about all sorts of things. I dreamt that I own big houses where I can easily convert a large field for my fur friends to roam about. I also dream of having lotsa children where I would have the time freedom to educate myself. I imagined I was a witch or something along the line who would secretly help those in need. Many many lah. Cannot recall at this point of time. So I dreamt and dreamt all the way to uni. Not that I expect them to turn to reality, but I enjoyed the ability to dream.

Those days, I just felt like I was someone special (I think many will agree with me that each of us knows that we are special deep inside). Not the super power kind lah though I do wish I could fly with a broomstick ahahhaha.

Erm.. Now it seems that I stopped dreaming. Dunno if I'm lazy or that reality is getting to me. That fire in me somehow ceased to burn. I'm probably weaned off my energy to devoting my time to family, work and relationship that I do not have my own personal time to look at what I really want to do.

aiyo sian. I'm going back to work.
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