Wednesday, November 30, 2005

28 DAYS!!!! OMG!!! I din know I had so much leave to clear sia!
Went to submit my leave application and to find out how much leave I have.
How to clear??? I cant possibly go missing for a month right... Its not even a month but a month plus lor.... Siao liao hahaha...
Looking at my alternatives, it looks like I cant forward my leaves to next year. The likelihood of forfeiting leaves is very high lor. Aiyo... I have never seen such a goon du like me before lor! Need to beat butt liao.
当你落莫和伤心的时候, 你总是会来找我. 一次一次, 我都毫不犹豫的向你伸出援手, 安慰和鼓励你. 我成了你不快乐时的寄托. 一旦烦恼和麻烦过去了, 你也会一声不吭的消失掉.
曾几何时, 你会反过来想想我过的立场呢? 我落莫时, 你在哪里? 你只故着沉醉在自己的幸福中.
Diaoz.. 以后别来找我! 麦来乱! Hohohoho...


Dedicating the above to you know who you are la hor. Yeah!
Mayday's members info:

主 唱:阿 信   本 名:陈信宏

身 高:180cm     体 重:74kg
鼓 手:冠 佑   本 名:刘谚明
身 高:178cm     体 重:60kg
吉他手:怪 兽   本 名:温尚翊
身 高:168cm     体 重:62kg
吉他手:石 头   本 名:石航玮
身 高:172cm     体 重:67kg
贝斯手:玛 莎   本 名:蔡升晏
身 高:172cm     体 重:66kg

Dunno how updated this info is la.
I'm just wu liao here. kekekekeke

Just one comment though: Amongst them, I like stone's name the best!
石航玮 is such a beautiful name! I always like the character 航.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

烟锁重楼

有七种古老的门, 关注了七百年的青春。
七百种不同的故事,还有多少的泪沉。
有七种古老的门, 关注了七百年的青春。
满山闪耀着旧日的荣华,累积了旧日的烟尘。

锁住了七千个梦,锁住了七万个情。
锁住了无数无数孤独的灵魂。
有一天无人愿去,有一天梦化逻辑。
那七种古老的门,依旧傲然无语。
无语向黄昏。


Reading the book reminds of this very old old song. Also written based on memory. Think some characters maybe wrong lah. =P

Updated:
See for yourself how my memory sucks. This is the original lyrics

有七重古老的门, 关住了七百年的青春
七百种不同的故事, 留下了七万道泪痕

有七重古老的门, 关住了七百年的青春
门上闪耀着旧日的荣华, 堆积着旧日的烟尘

锁住了七千个梦, 锁住了七万个情
锁住无数无数孤独的灵魂

有一天故人远去, 有一天繁华落尽
那七重古老的门, 依旧傲然伫立

无语向黄昏

Special Treat

虽然状态不是很好, 但是好久没有这么爽快的K歌了。 考试的考试,工作的工作, OT OT。在家唱总比不上在KTV唱,感觉就是不一样。下午拉了“小白!” 去KLunch. 觉得自己是 pte ltd, 需要再学习多一些新的歌。唱来唱去还不是那些老调牙的。

接下来,去了Haagen Daaz 吃免费的冰旗淋因为小白有免费礼圈。 其实吃来吃去也和其它普通的冰没有什么分别啊。既然是免费, 我也不好嫌啦, 怎么说我也是很爱吃啊! =)

之后,又去了图书馆继续读我的 The Rape of Nanking. 读了之后还是难免感到一丝惆怅。怎么好人就是不一定会有好抱?但还是相信应该是时辰未到。想不到区区一本书尽能让我感触良多,读的时候也会想哭。 当然在公共场所得收敛一点 LOL。 很庆幸自己不曾经历那一个时代的悲惨,也比较会去提醒自己珍惜现在所有的一切。对人,事物或一切的发生也存了多一分的感激。

Monday, November 28, 2005

All in a day's work

Tmr's my day off!!! Yeah!!! Something to be happy about. Finally starting to claim my long deserved break. Bought a new handphone too. Didn't mull over it for long before I got it. Double happiness lol.

Cos I was playing with the newly acquired gadget, I spent a whole hour trying to figure out the various functions and transferring contacts. Cai was desperately trying to seek my attention to not much avail. But he was really cute and all cos he finally decide he should just lay his little head on my lap while I played around with the phone. Then he decided that it wasn't enuff, hence he plopped himself up my legs and curled up into a ball and looked up at me. How endearing.....

Digressing alittle, I hopped up a cab from Yishun MRT to home cos I was carry unusually heavy stuff. Got pretty annoyed at the cabby initially cos he was driving and eating! He kept using his right hands to pick up food from this packet on the floor. How to drive properly like dat? But then again, my anger subside as soon as it came. Trying to look at a different perspective, this man may be skipping his proper meals just to make ends meet? Thinking about that, I suddenly felt pity instead. It turned out that this cabby is really a nice person afterall. Think he forgo the extra $1 charge for peak hours or perhaps he forgot about it. But before I left, I wished him a good evening ahead, and he replied with a "God Bless u". That made me smile, something that I really need after a long day neh.
Cheryl called to chat alittle after lunch today. She said something which made me re-discover why I do certain things I do. E.g. Why I sigh so very often. LOL She was amazed by how excited I sounded by this new discovery. Of cos lah gal.. There are hidden facades of urself that U dun really know ma.
Woo hoo! Looks like I should have quite a long list of agenda during my leave as well neh. Not in order of priorities (I'm bad at that):

  1. KTVS!!
  2. Buy new handphone (only when I got the money though)
  3. Learning voiceworks (I need help!)
  4. Animating fish
  5. Integrating voiceworks and head model
  6. Training cai to do Gong xi (Should be helpful during chinese new year)
  7. Teaching cai to keep his toys
  8. Practising guitar
  9. Revamping Cherrie's wardrobe
  10. Re-organise my room
  11. Be less sua gu (lol.. 我从山中来, 带着兰花草. 种在小院中, 希望花开早. Feiz...)
Anyone owns a koi???
I needa start animating it. Eekz.. There's a lot of science behind the movement of a fish lor.
Animated a shark before but that was just its body cruising motion. Nothing more than a sine wave. Now I have to do all the fins animation plus thrusts forwards and turns. Scary sia. I'm never very apt at animation wor.. Helpz. =P

P.S Bro's starting to listen to mayday too! Yeah.. Perhaps one day we will all turn into Mayday fanatics. LOL

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Had a mini symphony with sis this afternoon. She lugged back her 中阮 yesterday and was hard at work practising. Made me super gian to pract my guitar as well. Was practising for a while when I suddenly suggested doing a combi piece together since she's pretty good at her instrument. Was a pretty silly sight cos both of us were fumbling to play 手心的太阳. She was trying out the melody while I did the chords. Didnt go really well so in the end, we played 月亮代表我的心 cos it's one of the easiest one to play! I still need alot alot of practises lor!! I CMI man...

Hm.. must start to take leave liao.. Manager was telling how much leave I have accumulated. Wudn't be nice if I took all at one go. Think I have around 20 days at least lor... lol... Yee Ha!

No!!!

I just remembered wat I wanted to blog liao. I had a horrid dream last night. I dream of cai peeing with one of his legs high up!!!!! EEkz.. nitemarez...
From young cai always pee in the squating position so its pretty neat and not messy. Imagine him with his leg up!! Where to find a post for him at home!!!! Urgh... I woke up wondering if I even dreamt it. So for the next few hours, I was constantly monitoring cai's movement. Only when he finally peed his normal way did I felt relieved! Thank God.

Saturday, November 26, 2005

The RAPE of NANKING

I attribute my sianness today from reading The RAPE of NANKING. The way Iris Chang wrote it from so many different perspective brought me through many angles, be it the jap, chinese or foreigners. As mentioned before, this book is really sad. I actually took so long to digest it. Currently stuck at chapter 4 out of 10. Its not the difficulty of the read but rather the information being presented. Can understand why the mainlanders hate the Japs so much now as I go through that passage of the past events. I realised that half the time I was frowning and could feel myself lapsing into moments of sadness for those people at that time as I read.

Though I kinda hated the then Japanese for what they had done, I felt sad for one of them though - Matsui Iwane. Think he is the only one so far to earn abit of my respect. This man though the enemy believe in the rules of war. He doesnt avocate cruelty but infact peace for those who surrenders. He was the only one upon arrival, did the killings and rapings subside. Though everyone tried to hide the facts from him, he eventually found out of the atrocities that his men has committed. He even felt dismay and 愧欠 to the grief that they had brought upon nanking citizens. This man is the only Japanese to ever go against such babaric actions and incurring the wrath of his own commarades. Salutez for now cos I have yet to finish reading.

Felt the sadness and 无助 of the then general Tang incharge of defending and protecting Nanking. Imagine him seeing his own people falling in massive numbers and being killed in the most torturous ways is really too hard to bear. In his final attempt to protect the city, he was ordered to retreat and to abandon his troops. This I supposed was one of the toughest decision that any general will hate to be put through liao. Never a day as dark as that..

Its hard for me to describe why it is so saddening, shocking and emotion stirring as I read this book cos my ang mo is powderful. But now I can understand why the author of this book ended her life after writing it. Do read up yourself. =P

Microchipping Compulsion?

Making microchipping compulsary?? Zhun bo..... Dun want can not.. Just heard a short announcement over news that dogs from dunno when onwards need to be microchipped. Expensive leh!!! 100++ at least lor! Maybe can consider Dr Ling again. Afterall, she was the one who did a good job for cai's sterilisation and din charge me extra for extracting his baby teeth at the same time.

Anyway, had studio practise for next week's vocal exams. The first try suckz! My voice was like floating all over and so not 稳. In fact I demand that Ernest del it! hohoho... Wah liew.. let others hear sure flip. Luckily I redeemed myself on the second try. Was told to keep it that way to pass. Haiz.. very hard leh. Fei hui lao shi's presence will always invoke nervousness and stress lor. Pray.

Abit 没心情 to continue blogging. Go bathe le.

Barking Frenzy

Got quite a scare this morn. Cai woke us up with his incessant barking at 5am. I checked and see that there wasn't anyone outside. Despite trying to calm him down, he refused to bulge till I carry him into the room.
His barks continued from there. Kept facing the window like there was someone lurking there. Kinda freak me a little cos I wondered if he saw something that he's not supposed to cos he dun normally react this way. After much comfort words, he relent and resort to licking his paws. Doggies normally lick paws when they get nervous. Then he snuggled up real close beside me though it was pretty hot. Strange.

Friday, November 25, 2005

苦中做乐

Didn't sleep eh. lol~~! We were all trying to 苦中做乐. But then again, everyone went quiet after a while cos our energies were spent.
I hope I dun start hallucinating lor, cos I'm starting to talk garbage liao.
Kept asking if we can combine our files and blabbering captain planet song (apparently I dunno why I start to sing this song).... "Let our powers combine! Earth, Fire, Wind, Water, Heart!"

Then the next moment I can be belting out Mayday songs. Kept repeating the same sentence from 爱情的模样: "你是谁, 叫我狂恋. 叫我勇敢的挑战全世界....."
Tired..
I'm still stuck in office. Have finished my part and waiting for the rest to complete so that we can integrate. Its kinda weird to be up so late with the lights still very brightly lit. 刺眼 ma.
Didn't really had a proper dinner so tummy is starting to bloat with hunger. If only one of us here has a transport. I would have drove down to the nearest 7-11 to grab something.

NTU is actually quite beautiful at night/wee morning. If not for the fear of the dark, I really dun mind venturing up the rooftop to watch the night view and gaze out to the brightly lit factories across the ocean.

Ah.. feeling abit sleepy liao. Shud catch abit of sleep whilst I wait ba.

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Writing while I wait for my colleague to pass me the needed information.
Waste of manpower sia. Would love to go home and walk cai cos it's sunny the whole day!
Was listening to 933 where Chong Qing was discussing a topic on when is the most favourable age to be married.

All the answers are pretty boring leh. So many said 24-25 for the gals. That was my ideal marriageable age last time when I was in sec school lol. Wah liew.. If I keep holding on to that ideal, then I'll probably be freaking out now lor. Turning 25 soonz leh. Old hag old hag. Tsk tsk tsk. But then again, when I was younger, I even planned on what I would do if I were to remain a spinster. I had many alternatives mapped out in my mind then. hahahaa...

  1. Be a nun
  2. Infuse myself into full time voluntary work since I have no committments
  3. Adopt kids
  4. Open an orphanage
  5. Adopt strays
  6. Have my own child (Which ever ways since I would like to experience child birth and I mean the entire natural birth itself and not the C-section)
Funny how everything seems so much easier when you were younger. All the above mentioned seem easily attainable when I was younger. Hahaha Now if you ask me what's the ideal age, I'll probably say it depends. No point getting hitched for the sake of getting hitched. If one's never gonna find someone to love, I supposed one rather stay single right.

Was also discussing this topic with my colleagues during lunch. Sid was giving his side of the coin and what he perceived to be the general woman behaviour. He said at 20-26, women generally find guys around them not up to standard (which I strongly disagree actually) and will seek to look for better ones constantly. At age 27, they start to freak and lament the need to settle down. Those unattached at this age will find a strong sense of wanting to get hitched, so anyone that comes by is likely to the ONE. Hahaha..
I haven't reach 27 yet, so I cannot totally say what I will be like then. But surely I wouldn't just go and grab anyone that comes along ba.

以前喜欢一个人的时候. 可以默默的喜欢, 暗暗的为他祝福.
往往, 他的一张笑脸就能打亮那一天, 也会因此觉得世界很美丽.
不会去想会不会有回报. 而只是很珍惜能相处的每一天.
年少时一切总是那么的简单.
相信每个人, 有时会想找回那份简单吧.

Another Mayday fav here:

你是巨大的海洋 我是雨下在你身上 
我失去了自己的形状 我看到远方 爱情的模样 
曾经孤单的彷徨 曾经相信曾经失望 
你穿过了重重的迷惘 那爱的慌张 终于要解放 

你是谁 教我狂恋 教我勇敢地挑战全世界
在一样的身体里面 一样有爱与被爱的感觉
我爱谁 已无所谓 没有谁能将爱情划界限
在一样的身体里面 迷样的魔力却是更强烈

星星在夜空中闪亮 星空下我不停流浪
此生我无知的奔忙 因为你眼光 都化成了光亮
这世界全部的漂亮 不过你的可爱模样 
你让我举双手投降 跨出了城墙 长出了翅膀


Was reading The RAPE of NANKING on the way to work. Barely 14 pages into the book, I have already stopped like > 5 times to catch my breath or to curb back my tears. There were instances where I had to close the book and my eyes to absorb what I was reading and reeling in the shock that was rampaging through my body. Totally aware of my physical reactions to the book as I sat eyes closed, I realised I was holding the weight of 1/2 a million grieviences in my hands - very sad and heavy. What was laid out infront of me was something which I never really have expected in mankind history. Total babaric and inhumane I would call it, yet these words undermined the actual experience.

Given the extend of cruelty, I cant deny that I'm totally disgusted yet amazed at our race. How can one carry out such atrocious acts given our level of intelligence and things so against our conscience?? I simply find it too hard to digest.. Perhaps the Japanese at that time simply do not have that. Suddenly felt sad for the human race like machiam I'm detached from the world again. 上天真的会怜悯吗? Life's fragility and its experience. Given the comfort and level of peace we enjoy now, we will never imagine or understand how it is like back then.

天有不策之风云, 人有祸福旦夕.
下一秒能发生的, 我们又有何奈何.
时间不会为谁停留, 只会缓缓而过
却一迅间催人老.
如果说生命是一种力量, 那力量来自何方?
如果说活着是为了等死, 那生命的意义又何在?
但要确认的是, 如果有一天我真的离去, 你该知道是情非得以.

有时候, 又觉得人生好象接力赛.
棒子接过手, 是那么期待和有冲劲的.
跑了一段路程又间接深感疲累.
棒子脱手时, 仍旧为他人鼓励确也希望取得胜利.
我们不断的在这起伏之中旋转.
创造我们的, 可否体会过, 经历过?


Woo hoo.. Crap 完了! I seriously recommend not to give this book a miss.
Trying my best to recall another song by 木子. Someone can help me out in figuring out this song if poss yah.
Lyrics may be alittle mis-placed here and there. Here goes:

如梦如烟的往事, 洋溢着欢笑
那门前可爱的小河流, 依然轻唱着老歌
如梦如烟的往日, 散发着芬芳
那门前美丽的蝴蝶花, 依然一样盛开

小河流, 我愿待在你身旁
听你唱, 永恒的歌声
让我在回忆中寻找往事
那带着蝴蝶花的小女孩

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Left work pretty late today. It was already very dark as I walked down hill along techno plaza to school of comms bus-stop. Strangely, I felt detached - body and emotions. Felt like I was looking at myself from a 3rd party angle. Cant really describe how I really felt but it was just weird. Was trying to offload some burden for a long time friend who out of the blue called me. Guessed kinda affected me too? Hm.. Dunno.
Knowing bus drivers proves to be useful. I always take the bus route 812 every morn from home to the interchange. Its pretty frustrating for me whenever I leave home slightly late to find the bus zooming away. That will normally mean an additional 15mins wait.
Was starting to feel sian this morn when I rushed to the bus-stop to see the bus moving off. I was too far for driver to notice.

Was slowing down my pace when I saw it stop to pick up this other gal running. Didnt have much contemplation time, I just ran to see if I could catch up. Its those Bendy bus by the way, so its pretty hard for driver to spot u running from behind. Was about to reach the back of the bus when its start to move off again. Siao man... There I was running like a mad woman and the bus just decides to go off. Not that it's its fault la. Was about to curse my luck, when it stopped and open its doors again to wait another few seconds for me to catch up.

Wah liew. Happy siah! I hopped onto the bus and found myself looking at a familiar face. Ah! That very nice uncle! He gave me a toothy grin as I chirply said my thanks. Many drivers I know dun bother to stop for running passengers lor. This uncle is always making the extra effort to smile at all his passengers. I remembered another time when I gave up trying to run when this particular driver recognised me, waved me forward to quickly get over and waited pretty long for me. And he never forgets to smile and wave whenever I get off. From dunno when onwards, it has become a habit to greet him and wave him goodbye. He's machiam like a old grandpappy figure liao. Think many 812ers are always happy to board his bus. I think he deserve the friendliest bus driver award! =)
I shuddered after reading this article http://www.kirotv.com/investigations/5325021/detail.html NO MORE GREENIES for you Cai!!!!! Wah liew.. we were all so amused whenever cai lands his hands on one. He will hold his prized possession in between his paws and start chewing on it intendly with that uber CUtie look. Buay tahanz lor..

Now that I think back, whenever he chews on his greenies, his bowel movements will be alittle weird. No wonder his poo is always green after having one. His intestines cant digest it! Still got a bit of supply of greenies at home leh. Did wanted to sell them before since I have too much. Think now better throw liao..!!!

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Ill I was for the entire morn. Till afternoon, the cramp in my tummy persisted still but significantly bearable. The weather made things worst. Felt so darn sleepy and bored. Decided that I shouldn't waste my time like dat, I psychoed my sis to go out with me and perhaps the cramp will be further alleviated. That's an excuse! lol

Brought cai along in his tou tou bag to northpoint. He got groggily along the way and puked in his bag. Kinda expected that cos he was enjoying his garlic beagle treat just before heading out. This boy sure loves cleanliness. The moment he puked, he backed off all the way in his bag afraid to kena his own puke. Needless to say, we had to head for the nearest toilet to have him washed up. That poor thing... Puked quite alot lor.. No wonder he was shivering while we cleaned him up. Had to cuddle and sayang him to make him feel better. "Sorry la baby.. but jie jie already walking like a ghost (practically floating) liao leh"

We decided to head to starbucks (my favourite hangout whenever I'm alone) so that cai could have some stop point. Wat can be more 浪漫 than a sipping hot cup of cuppucino in a cold weather and chatting with your sis! We haven't been communicating alot ever since her exams started. =) My hidden agenda: Psycho her to take up and consider dentistry so that I can have free checkups in future! *Evil grinz.. Dentistry is super tough to get in though lol!

Then we headed to Popular where I was browsing their range of zi wei dou shu related books. I always visit there for new additions. I ended up buying this book "The RAPE of NANKING" by Iris Chang. According to my sis, this is a super good book. And according to my sis again, this book is super sad and a must read book. 全部你说的 lor. I end up kenna psychoed to buy it lor. I think she has this agenda to make me buy it so that she can read as well. Smart gal! lol

Headed to a pet shop nearby; the so called unethical shop based in the north. They are notoriously known in the pets community. I was skeptical till I SAW that SIGN!!!! Damn! They really trade dogs!!!! What is this.. 人云亦云 ah. The opposite shop handles handphone trade, so the dog shop owner thinks he can also copy cat issit??? Buay tahan!!! I'm fuming still!!! Anyone knows if this is illegal ah? Trading like dat is so irresponsible especially when it involves something alive. Why claim that you are simply being kind in helping to rehome when you only accept healthy and good looking dogs and asking for monetary returns.

The owner is normally very friendly to me cos I used to buy from his shop. Today he gave me the orh orh face cos he spotted me at the competitor shop once letting cai do grooming there. Anyway, me and sis were disgusted to see one of the mixed breeds for sale. It's obviously traded in by some irresponsible owner given its age. She glared at cai fiercely and started to growl and paw its claws against the glass. Confirm angry at being closed up. Poor gal leh..
What to blog wat to blog...
Sianz.. sia..
Ill, sleepy, tired, bored, wu liao. You name it.
The rainy weather is superb lor. Can just continue sleeping the day away if not for meal times.
Ended up disturbing cai (The other way round). 不好玩的.. He practically slept the entire time.

"Eh.. sis lets go out leh. Very 纳闷 at home leh."

"Where? rainy weather leh.."

Haiz.. 难得 I'm ill lol. But dun have the chance to bring cai out.

Hm.. shall go wreak brains for bday ideas! Needa do something first. Cant announce here! Its 秘密!

Monday, November 21, 2005

Always procrastinate to render a hand in volunteering. Especially in giving my time. Used to ask around agencies if they need ad-hoc volunteers, but sadly to say, the are always in need of perm ones. I'm still not ready to commit a regular time leh..

Was halted by a rainbow club personel on my way to work. Took pretty much time cos I was fielding queries half the time, like how much time is required for a volunteer or if they ever need part time assistance in outdoor activities. I always tot its kinda cool to bring kids out on excursions or stage some parties for them! Anyway, they said they would want someone who would be regularly going down to help. In the end, I pledged to donate monthly sums to their organisation instead.

Have mulled over some of their considerations before too. It is true that commitment is important in volunteerism. Esp for kids, some tend to get overly attached to their mentors. If the need arises, the volunteer may even have to commit more time in attending to their problems on top of the regular volunteering hours. I simply cmi. Better not hai those poor ones if I cant give them the regular time.

Sunday, November 20, 2005

In life, there's not every a time whereby someone would render a helping hand or lift you up in your down times. Sometimes, u are your own warrior. Your worst enemy is infact yourself, u stand alone to fight this internal war. Its like the movie Behind the Enemy lines.

Lonesome, yes. But when you look upon yourself as having a duty in this world, I guess you will still find some things to motivate and spur yourself on. Like I mentioned about the sine curve theory. Life's very roller coaster, but then again, if life's like a plateau, there's nothing spectacular eh.

We may find that fate do play a part in whatever happens, if you ever believe in fate that is. Though fate is something that's mapped out already, it still takes the person to step out and make his/her next step. You still hold the ultimate wielding control.

I used to do silly things with the gals. Things that make you feel emotionally better that is. We do really look stupid most of the times, but heck, we are not living for others but ourselves.

Some of our silly antics:
  1. Screaming and venting our frustrations at the top of our voices over rooftop of the northspine like IDIOTS. People passing us below got a great shock. Of cos we hid ourselves in time and had a good laugh.
  2. Penning down sad thoughts or problems or wishes on a helium balloon to be released. We were hoping that sad stuff will be removed while wishes answered.
  3. Flying kites.
  4. Think we once knocked at our lecturer's door and ran away.
  5. Disturb lecturer during lesson just for the sake of entertaining ourselves.
  6. Entire group wearing a bandana during lecture. Super paiseh incident!
  7. Spilling coffee in lectures and squealing (each of us taking turns everyday). This is not something we intended but just happens all the time.
  8. Being pesky in class by always requesting for softcopies of tutorial solns.
  9. Bringing and "Hanging" our balloons in tut classes.
So far these much for now. I believe there are more silly things but given the short term memory I have.. I shall leave as they are now.

Kinda miss the old days, but then again have to remind ourselves that we dun live in the past anymore. The past is just a reflection.

Saturday, November 19, 2005

ERADICATE! Yeah... Xiao Qiang eradicated!
SMRT replied my complain feedback with apologies and had that busload of roaches cleared within days! Efficient! Darn... Should have done so earlier then.

It has reached my tolerance limit that day to render me to write in to them. I had enough of this roach infestation bullshit with this particular bus! They are everywhere lor, from the side boards to the bars to the floor... Kaoz.. I am always jittery aboard it manz. How can they allow their buses to be in such condition one... Their company motto states to provide a comfy service to its passengers leh.

But okay.. they redeemed themselves with their fast action. If not, I would have wrote in to the straits times forum instead (LOL joking..)

Friday, November 18, 2005

How do you tell kids/teenagers that its okay to receive some setbacks in life?
That its not always possible to be at the top of everybody and good at everything. Those who have yet to fall before are that vulnerable.... Its kinda like a refusal to believe that there's a chance in life when you wouldn't do well in something you tot you are good at, be it exams, projects or competition.

I think there's nothing wrong in believing your own capabilites, but not to the point of overestimating or creating unneccesary pressure upon yourself. As a child in primary school, I was conditioned to compare my grades with the rest of my cohort. It kept me on my feet cos I was constantly trying to do well and excel. Not that its at all that bad for me, since primary level is fun.

As I grew, I start hating those comparisons. Not at all constructive and pointless. So what if I did better than someone or so what if the other party did better. It doesnt help me in anyway. One can be academically inclined but when pushed into the working world, start to lose his/her track. I really wonder why we all blindly pursue that degree sometimes. Self gratification that we got through uni? Fulfilling parent's wishes or dreams?

Well, coming back to kids. I do have a problem putting across to them that they should learn to accept some failures rather than blame on circumstances. Kaoz.. I failed so many times in school before lor... And those are only academic failures alone.. If academic failures also cannot take it, how to take on other failures in life?
Whenever I visit doggiesite, I will never fail to take a look at the adoption section. Its always saddening to see the increasing no. of dogs being put up for adoption, not forgetting many with lame reasons of cos...
Saw Bobby's thread again today.. Heart sank when I saw it cos I have been following this pup's story few months back. Its not a good thing to see the same post up again...

Extracts from post:

During one of my puppy hunting adventure, I saw this litter of puppies which were about 3 weeks old, playing among themselves. There was only 1 brown puppy that was unable to stand; it was only able to crawl and whine pitifully. Compared to his other siblings who were all chubby and lively, he wasn't strong enough to fight for his fair share of his mother's milk. My friend saw him and had given him a nick name "Humpty Dumpty". She told me that I should consider PTS him as his condition is going to be a permanent issue and is going to be difficult to find a good home that is willing to take in a dog with permanent disability. She even told me that I should do it fast so that it will be less devastating for both Bobby and I. I know that his future is filled with much uncertainty and hardship. I also know that it’s going to be very difficult to find someone who is willing to accept him as he is.

The new fosterer, winniepooh & myself took Bobby to the beach today. He's a very happy and strong boy. Never failed to make an effort to walk towards me when called & when's he knows there's food waiting. There were concerned dog lovers that asked about him and his condition and even gave him a piece of their doggie birthday cake.

Despite his disability and changing of fosterers that frequently, this boy takes it in his stride and look towards life very gratefully. My heart super super goes out to him lor.. Actually secretly wish mom wun mind a second dog.. Guess that's too much to ask for cos she simply wun allow that, wat more a disabled one.... Want to provide him with a permanent shelter leh.. Sad... now that fosterers are tao tiaing what to do.. PTS or put him into shelter..

His fosterers have been really kind to bring him out to play. Some picts of him swimming.


Sob.. See him struggling to swim...


What a brave boy he is u know...










Anyone with a heart of gold out there... please allow him to love you.. Many fosterers didnt have the heart to put him down cos they always see the life in his soft brown eyes...
Please go here if you think u can be the one to provide him with a permanent home and shower him with the love he deserves. U may have to sign up an account first though. I thank those kind souls!

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Dogs Used as Bait

I'm insanely horrified and disturbed!!!!
On the French island of La Reunion in the Indian Ocean, fishermen have been using live dogs and cats as bait for sharks.







Sob... How to stop tearing like dat..

辛年的女子是聪明的。

辛干,巨门化禄而文昌化忌。
辛年的女子表述能力很好,在言语方面有特别的天赋
(Not really true leh... I stammer during presentations)。她们的学习能力很强,兴趣广泛,并且多才多艺,唱歌好听 (hope so)。相对其他年份的女孩来说,还显得有些稍稍更爱表现自己 (lol.. soka na)。她们的自学能力很强,文艺气质偏重。性格大方,有一点多疑,不安定,还有就是比较粗心 (Yeah I'm super 粗心)


巨门化禄
辛 年的女孩口才很好,也喜欢说话
(Yah talkative)。巨门化禄带来的桃花是那么的让生活丰富多彩。她们还喜欢表现自己,这虽然不算缺点,但有的时候容易引起他人的不快,引发是 非口舌,特别是在同性之间,而对异性而言反而是有更多的吸引(this is bullshit. Bo lor.. Where ah..),谁受得了一个小美女整天在眼前晃来晃去而不动心呢(headache more likely)?巨门化禄的性质,一般辛年女子适合的工作 也多和述说有关,比如教师,销售,对当艺人来说也是很好的先天优势


太阳化权
辛 年的女子同时拥有很强的开创能力和领导能力
(sorry hor.. I very 被动),也表示在性格上喜欢做大,不喜居于人下。而太阳自大,辛年女子都很自信 (oh man),自信不是什么坏事,而满招损,却又容 易经受不起挫折 (This cud be true!)。太阳和巨门都有利于异族关系的性质,很多时候就表示受异族生财的性质,比如外贸职业,或外交的工作,或者是在外国的机构上班。而太阳化 权,辛年的女子对工作都很负责
(lol.. Sure not.. like otherwise neh)


文曲化科
辛年的女子精通文艺。学习能力很好,并且对于一些课外的东西掌握起来更快,而文曲相对于文昌而言,有更加偏于口才表述的方面,化科就更加强了这一点。她们喜欢说话,而且很会说话
(yah la... i yada yada yada too much)


文昌化忌

辛年的女子有的时候也比较粗枝大叶,让人哭笑不得 (Eh song leh..)。有的时候很简单的问题她们会突然想半天反应不过来 (its called 迟钝),虽然她们聪明 (I would love to believe this),但有的时候也很健忘 (This is me!!)。而文昌同时也表示文书之误,由此带来的困扰也对她们产生不小的影响。

Abit too generalised liao.. So many girls borned on the same year.. So everyone will be as mentioned meh..
Ever woke up dreading the start of a new dawn? Not that I never had that, in fact I did have moments like this on some mornings. This familiar feeling crept back again this morn. Was kinda hoping Uncle Johnny would kindly take me back to dreamland, but sleep didnt seem to come that easily. So I kinda spent 1/2 hr in a semi-conscious state. Guess the routined and monotonous lifestyle has kicked in my sianess lor. Cant help it leh.... I started to question what I have done all my 24 years. Felt that 我浪费了一大半的时间仍没有作为. 生命的意义到底是什么?

很想一路向北, 直奔希望的方向.
离开炎热的夏, 坠入寒冷的北方.
勇迈入冰雪间, 试着不去回头看 .
尽管冷风刺骨, 雪地仍旧呼唤.


Felt cai's warmth against my back. That imp... Sub-conciously, I turned over to snuggle up with him. He half-opened his soft brown eyes to give me a satisfied lick on my nose. With a bit of nostalgia, I felt my heart warming up, 是幸福吧.

"Cai ah.. they say you are a fortunate dog, I say jie jie fortunate cos you are such a darling neh. " I whispered into his ears. Seeing him sleep is such a wonderful thing to do especially when he lies in your arms. His 幸福 expression is ever so endearing..

Wednesday, November 16, 2005


I look excited in this pict... hahaha.. That's cos Jaron Lanier said something that I wanted to laugh at and of course am honoured to have a shot with the world renowned scientist and VR guru ma. Forget wat he said exactly though.
Look at his locks!!! They are amazing I tell you. He was twirling them all the time during his entire presentation. Its a wonder how they can stay in place into something similar to tying ur hair in half. K.. I'm gushing...!

No wonder he is who he is. This guy's terribly smart k. Total coolness~~! Imagine me trying to present something to him that he's so good at. Ah duh.. Abit fei you know.

About him:

Jaron Lanier is a computer scientist, composer, visual artist, and author.

Computer science bio:

Lanier's name is often associated with Virtual Reality research. Indeed, he did coin the term ‘Virtual Reality’ and in the early 1980s founded VPL Research, the first company to sell VR products. In the late 1980s he lead the team that developed the first implementations of multi-person virtual worlds using head mounted displays, for both local and wide area networks, as well as the first "avatars", or representations of users within such systems. While at VPL, he co-developed the first implementations of virtual reality applications in surgical simulation, vehicle interior prototyping, virtual sets for television production, and assorted other areas. He led the team that developed the first widely used software platform architecture for immersive virtual reality applications. Sun Microsystems acquired VPL’s seminal portfolio of patents related to Virtual Reality and networked 3D graphics in 1999.

Normally, we are jack of all trades and master of none. Yet this man standing right before me is master of so many! I should have gotten his birthdate from him man and see if it tallies with zi wei dou shu. Not to forget this guy has got serious interest in the Chinese culture lor. Heard he plays certain chinese string instruments. Haven't got a chance to verify with him since he's mobbed all the time.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

家家有本难念的经.
但是这本经有时候也未免太离普了.
简单的一篇, 大家看得不一样, 理解也大有差异.
最终就会开始议论. 议论不如意, 就演变成辩论.
辩论不成, 就演变成争执. 很好玩
meh?
当然争执的后果大家可想而知.
想做和事老的话, 还是靠边站比较好.
省得被拉拢进去, 卷入更乱的局势.
这一刻 突然觉得好熟悉
像昨天 今天同时在放映
我这句语气 原来好像你
不就是我们爱过的证据

差一点 骗了自己骗了你
爱与被爱不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一种运气
但我无法完全交出自己

努力为你改变
却变不了 预留的伏线
以为在你身边 那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天 已非常遥远
但闭上双眼 我还看得见

可惜不是你 陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

那一段 我们曾心贴着心
(我想我更有权力关心你)
可能你 已走进别人风景
多希望 也有 星光的投影

努力为你改变
却变不了 预留的伏线
以为在你身边 那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天 已非常遥远
但闭上双眼 我还看得见

可惜不是你 陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能温暖我胸口
Heard something like this over radio:

其实我们都是幸福的. 我们需要去感悟它.
能够哭是一种幸福, 因为还有人值得你为他落泪.
会被人嫉妒也是幸福, 因为你还有地方让人眼红.
被别人中伤是幸福, 因为它能让你看清谁是朋友.


还有很多, 但 forget ! =P
If only they pay us according to our blog value. LOL I dun mind selling if I'm hard on cash yeah.


My blog is worth $4,516.32.
How much is your blog worth?

Monday, November 14, 2005

Wah liew... I dun believe it...
I was all set and ready to shoot a complain letter to a particular company for its sub-standard service for a prolonged period of time. Thought of all those nasty words and comments to poke at their ego and company image liao. Was feeling pretty justified as I went through the letter in my head.
When I got it down in writing its feedback form... I actually sounded polite!!!!! I still dunno how to k pple eh.. Alamak CMI! Even thank them!!!!!! I'm so ashamed of myself now(*blush) When I got my dress spilled that time too, I didnt even demand payment lor.. Aw.. Should stop harping on that cos its OVER OVER OVER. Sob.. My dress.......

*chant: I am mean, I am evil, I am bad, I am mean, I am evil, I am nasty ....

Supposed to be shooting another complain letter to my insurance company lor... Must figure out how to sound all mean and demanding. HELP! Not enuff horrid words to use. I am lousy at my vocab.
December is the money-low month! Yeah!
Everyone's bday (at least 7 of you lor) seems to fall on it leh.. My family alone, there are already 3 december babies. Then there's xmas (Hm.. not that I always celebrate but somehow money will just go out), my niece's one month bday and cai's xmas gift (LOL).
Can expect to hear lotsa familiar "teh teh teh" from the atm this coming month.

Got special request for 3 saggitariuses that they wanna have a special bday this year! Win liao lor! Wanna book hotel room somemore. I'm bad with such stuff eh. But 看在多年朋友分上.. I shall try my best ha! Hm.. really toying with the idea of requesting a buggy from occ golf dept to ride into the courses there leh. Would be fun right!!! And I shall be 你们的 driver!!!! Then I shall sing Happy Bday loud loud to each of you! Right.. We can dream on!! lolz

Someone give me more ideas leh. Wei.. those bday-to-be pple, help me out la. Its your day leh. Hotel 也是你们 request 的. List your wishlist la! Save me the headache. hahahaha..
Opps! they are gonna complain that I bo xim liao.... =P

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Man.. my thighs felt itchy yesterday.. Was scratching it the whole night. Didnt take a proper look cos I was in jeans and outside. Tot which stupid mosquito bit me the whole time.

Only till today did I saw those 2 ugly big bruises on the spot I scratched. Darn painful now when I poke it. How the hell did I get these bruises??? Scratching can give Orh Qieh meh... They are humongous lor.....

Friday, November 11, 2005

I know I have been very naggy at my friends on the topic of smoking. It is not my intention to keep forcing that idea onto you all to quit smoking immediately with this post. It just happened so that I was reading an article on a young doctor's journey outside the OR and it devoted a section on what happened to a patient who is an avid smoker. Get it now.. smoking caused him his fingers. Erm not exactly directly but....

The writer of this story is an orthopaedic surgeon who often sees cases of fractured bones, broken ligament, mangling arms legs.. etc.. A man turned up in the hospital one day with 4 of his fingers missing. He had accidentally lacerate them with a circular saw. Of cos the young doc had to perform the replant surgery for his detached fingers. The thing about re-attachment is that after the operation and during recovery, the patient should NEVER smoke.

Well, this man's fingers were healing pretty well until he was rushed into hospital again with his condition turning for the worse suddenly. Despite countless warnings from the doc, this man had revert back to smoking as his fingers were healing. Smoking constricts the blood vessels. During recovery, it was crucial that there is good blood circulation in the fingers. This man drove himself to self destruction the moment he picked up his cigarette. His fingers turned cold and bluish and irreparable liao. Now he has to live with just a thumb. He swore never to smoke again... But.. what's the use ah?

This story is something new to me. I never knew smoking has such effect on the human body that it can cut blood flow to such extend. No wonder high blood pressure people shouldn't smoke at all.
See this?


Anyone finds it familiar??
Its the 王子变青蛙 ring!
Saw it on an auction site.

Thursday, November 10, 2005

After a long day at work, I was looking forward to my dinner. Happily skipped into the kitchen to get my rice when... AH!!!!!!!! 救命啊!!!!!. The next thing you see me dashing out of the kitchen like Dash in the movie Incredibles. Imagine you are pacing at a gear 4 when you have to engage E-brake then make a super U-turn and accelerate back to 4th gear in split seconds. ! U will only see me display such amazing agility when I meet my worst enemy. 小强!!!! Its the revenge of the round cockroach.!!!

This is one unique cockroach. Have you ever seen a round cockroach? Well this one that I encountered is so. I practically screeched the whole house down. "Dad!!! R.r...ro..und cockroach! Help...." Dare not venture anywhere near the kitchen despite rumbling tummy.

Sis "Ah yah there's a round 小强 the other day. Mom didnt managed to kill it"

Yucks! To think that this horrible creature has been lurking around the house for so long liao.. Kaoz.. Its sending shivers down my spine. All the wat ifs start to form.

What if cai ate it and kissed me!!!
What if it crept up to me while I was sleeping?
What if cai has been pawing with his little friend?
What if I hadn't brake in time and stepped on it?
What if it's still not dead despite dad throwing boiling water into its hole?
What if it's family decides to take revenge?

Gosh.. I hate myself for being so scardy. Cockroach nia ma... Eeekz.. Shiver...
Suddenly recalled this song we sang in a musical Madam Butterfly before. That was way back to the time I was in Sec school I supposed.
Written by 木子 if I'm not wrong.
Surprisingly could recall the tune and lyrics. Shall attempt to type it out. Dun think can ever find it ba. Lazy lol

雨波, 不肯走, 泪湿的衣袖太浓
残梦, 只美在朦胧, 转回头看不到谁在等我
爱的芸手, 辽阔我的愁
相爱究竟代表什么
你的心咤看温柔,得其实很难懂
我猜你从不曾想占有我

当爱以太浓, 最好沿着边缘走一走
量一量爱与愁, 还能平衡多久
当爱以太浓, 一颗心不敢轻易惊动
心里是波涛汹涌, 看来却无动于衷


Hm.. guess that shud be it. 木子's lyrics are always so sad. 芸手 is supposed to mean a dance action with your hands. Dunno if that word is correct. But it is pronounced as yun(2).
This man is coming to visit my workplace!
He is an computer scientist, composer, visual artist, and author!!
OMG.. Check out his bio and see his stunning profile.. The man who invented VR.
How can anyone be this talented!!!
We are getting stressed loh.

I am drinking Kopi...
Finally gave in to my craving or I supposed gave in to my lethargicness.
CMI lah.. Have been curbing back on it for quite sometime liao neh.
Now I have in hand a cup of aloe vera payaya and kopi.
Dunno if will erm.. LS later not lol.
But I supposed injecting a bit of caffeine into my deprived system shouldn't wreak it badly lah hor... (trying to think up excuses now)

好香啊...

The Kopi stall lady was just telling me how come I seem to cut back on it liao. Haven been buying from her but kept seeing me at the fruit juice stall. Eh.. Since when do I have to answer to her??

Was reading Reader's digest. The first one I ever bought. Its $9.50 lor!!!! Wah liew.. Ex!!! Used to have loads of them but they were mainly given or passed down to me. Always like the personal stories they include in every issue. As its name suggest, the mag is easily digestible yet informative and covers alot of aspects at the same time. I dun mind reading more of it if someone is willing to sponsor! hahahaha.

Anywayz, thanks for the good lucks for yesterday. The thing went on smooth la. But I was dissapointed. Erm.. dissapointed with the lack of quality and atmosphere. LOL (secretive)

Eyeing that cup of kopi now... Shud I shud I not? LOL

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

天上看满天星
地下看有个坑
坑里看有盘冰
坑外长着一老松
松上落着一只鹰
鹰下坐着一老僧
僧前点着一盏灯
灯前搁着一簿经
墙上丁着一根钉
钉上挂着一张弓
说刮风就刮风
刮得那男女老少都把眼睛睁
刮散了天上的星
刮平了地下的坑
刮化了坑里的冰
刮倒了坑外的松
刮飞了松上的鹰
刮走了鹰下的僧
刮灭了僧前的灯
刮乱了灯前的经
刮掉了墙上的钉
刮翻了钉上的弓
只刮得
星散坑平冰化松倒鹰飞僧走灯灭经乱钉掉弓翻的一个桡口令
Hm.. cai created havoc again this morn. As early as 5am, I heard him whine and bark at us. Was too lazy to respond so I left him as it is. That was a terrible mistake!
Our bedroom light was switched on at 530am with Dad scolding cai. Me and sis were squirming under the sudden brightness when I heard the words " u notti dog", "so dirty", "shit all over" .

Diaoz.. I jumped up at tat last statement. WAT!!! He did it again!!!! I was already prepared to lash out at poor cai. Saw that little imp wagging his tail at me not knowing what is to come. Want to get angry also pretty tough.
Did his poo poo on the paper but a small part of it got stuck in his little pi gu. So the entire bedroom floor has got splats of his poo when he tried to rub it off. No wonder he was whining to get attention. Gosh... Almost wanted to lift up both hands and surrender. How to scold him man? Its not his fault that he guai guai did this poo on the paper and a part of it decide to stick to him for a while leh. Aiyo.. Headache.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Very sweet of Joey (one of the students I mentored).. She read my post and wished me good luck liao! =) Hahaha Immediately made my day neh.

Now feeling that tmr's thingy will have more 希望 already.

希望

看天空飘的云还有梦
看生命回家路路程漫漫
看明天的岁月越走越远
远方的回忆的你的微笑

天黑路茫茫
心中的彷徨
没有云的方向
心中的翅膀
一天中张开
飞向天上

看天空飞的鸟还有梦
看清风像白露吹散大雾
看冬天悲的雪越来越远
昨天的曾经的我的微笑

看天空飞的鸟还有梦
看清风像白露吹散大雾
看冬天悲的雪越来越远
昨天的曾经的我的微笑

天黑路茫茫
心中的彷徨
没有云的方向
希望的翅膀
一天中展开
飞向天上
飞开的感伤
相会的盼望
有天逃出想象
心中一个梦
像雨后彩虹
挂在天空
Sianz. 超 sianz I tell you. Whole morning has been feeling that way sia.
Didnt even wanna hear Mayday out lor lolz..
Watever, I'm not going to blame on PMS this time.
Pple are fretting over exams now while I dunno what I'm fretting about.
Have reached a cross road I think, and hopefully I'm at the trough of that famous sine curve. Cant be down more liao right. YEAH! That means the only way I can go is up!

Anyway, Heard Guan You proposed to his gf during the Mayday's Beijing concert. Wah.. not another one to do so... Seems like the rest would follow suit this way of proposal hor.. Hm.. boring...

One more thing, whoever out there, wish me good luck this Wednesday k. If things go fine, I shall blog it down hohohoho.

Monday, November 07, 2005

今天考试的人请加油! Ganbatte!
一大早(也不是很早啦) 心情因为看了五月天在电脑上的墙纸而攀升. LOL
我这只凤真没用! 竟然把精神寄托在他们身上.
可能今早凌晨拼命的在看王子变青蛙, 边看边落鬼泪(确实很稀有). LOL
眼睛种种的. 好难看啊!
I take back my words. 其实王子变青蛙真的很不错. 头头以为很肤浅, 没水准. 后来发现它可人之处. 剧里人物所说的话蛮有意思的, 也回想了自己以前也那么认为过. 怎么越长大越忘记了? 
Yeah! Cinnamonroll 我拿到了!!!! Melody 在公司有伴了.
发泄完毕. 回去工作了.

Sunday, November 06, 2005

人往往把梦想编织得太美, 所以事实就看起来很残酷.
事实一到眼前当它是透明的, 视而不见.
不想面对.
用眼睛和用心去看同一件事情, 会有不一样的领悟.
确认了这领悟却回避畏缩, 拼命逃.
问题终究存在.
无奈中寻找希望. 哪怕只是那么的渺小.
人很微妙.

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Was on my way out this morning. Met Happy with her ah gong. Happy is a silky terrier that lives in the block beside ours. Ah cai would love her man. She's gorgeous... So guai somemore lor. Allowed me to touch her and responded when I called her name. Her ah gong must be so proud of her. lolz

A lady whom (I dun recognise) was talking to that ah peh, stared at me in a weird manner. Then she spoke to me "你是不是那个在 car..pets.. 的人啊?"
What carpets?? Got confused. 原来 she was talking about the pet mag clubpets. They had a small 微不起眼的 picture of me and the then 4 month old ah cai. They even quoted me wrong... diaoz....

Anyway, today's singing sux. No form at all. Room so cramped somemore, making the songs that I record come out horrid. Think about it also sian. lolz... Mayday's songs (someone claiming to be 卧龙 sang them) turn out with lotsa feedback and sudden loud screeches from the player. Lousy recorder la.

After class, I went to ah ma's house. Ah gong and ah ma still as squabbly as ever. I really wonder how the 2 of them can tahan being together like dat all the time. Never have nice words for each other. But ironically, I always think that its their way of communicating their love and concern. Like ah gong was scolding her over how old their armchair is getting. He saw an armchair on the papers on sale and wanted to get it for ah ma though he refused to admit.
天機星

代表人物:諸葛亮
優  點:分析研究,思慮周詳
缺  點:神經過敏,理想太高

◆ 天機星之個性
天機是一顆機謀權變的星曜,是一顆充分發揮腦力激盪的智多星,主智慧、思想、手足、神經系統,化氣為「善」。智慮過人,創意特多,思緒如波濤澎湃,多才多 藝,心地慈善,善於動腦、交涉、運動、分析。唱作俱佳的耍寶個性,可把歡樂帶給每個人,是個新鮮資訊播報台,散播任何新鮮有趣的消息。

◆ 天機星之理財觀
天機星本身的儲蓄能力並不太好,這是因為天機的想法有時太過天馬行空些,只有考慮結果而常常忽略了過程。所以常常是冷靜的思考、衝動的行動。因此結果不是大好就是大壞,非常的極端戲劇化,也因此而給人一種「好賭星」的感覺。

◆ 天機星之消費觀
天機真可以算是購物者中的百變金剛,難捉摸的消費型態,多元化、風格不一致多變,讓人很難絕對的說出天機真正喜歡的是什麼,不過天機也是懂得計較、殺價、 貨比三家精打細算一番,他們可不想當冤大頭的!當然天機也是要求多功能夠炫的東西,喜歡時代尖端的產品。

◆ 天機星之感情觀
一向樂於助人的天機星;可說是動腦型的人物,一向甘於當幕後企畫的他,是很容易受到外向活潑、熱情有自己目標、理想的異性所吸引的,而且他們不但喜歡熱情 的女生,也是很懂得欣賞成熟女性的。而且令人想不到的是,看似智多星的他們,其實是個狂熱的愛情分子呢!聰明的他們總是能講出一些很有意思的話,所以吸引 女生來倒追的機會也是很高的。那天機星對於所愛,是很能為他們付出的,所以什麼老少配、長距離戀情都影響不了他們愛人的決心。

Mayday won 3 awards! Best composer, best band, best produced album. Yeah!
So happy for them neh. Ahshin came solo. The rest were busy preping for their concert in Beijing today(K I'm not the resourceful one who found this out.) This shows alot neh. Despite having to rush to Beijing by today, Ahshin still came.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Hari Raya Puasa!!

Yeah holiday for me! Went klunch (Not enuff)! Wen passed me 王子变青蛙 (K dunno if its nice yet)!

Gor joined us later in the afternoon to 陪 these 3 gals shopping and lim kopi. Poor man.. kekeke its boring for a guy to go shopping with us. Gor's taking salsa lessons soon.. Hm.. how come salsa is getting so popular these days? Cheryl seems to be interested in trying out as well.

Cheryl, wen, me

We sang and took pictures with the auto timer

Towards the end we got abit crazy and started to do the 喜怒哀乐 poses.
1) 喜

2) 怒
3) 哀

4) 乐

More picts

Took a nice pict of wen

Does he resemble Wang tian cai? Gor at Coffee Club

On the bus to Suntec

Supposed to have a pict of me and gor but was taken with Cherrie's camera.

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

No wonder they say network marketing is such a powerful platform.
In fact, you dun even need to start or join a company to experience it. All you need is just a group of 38 aunties to see the prowness. All you need to do is just smile, reply politely to them and you gain instant popularity.

Introducing the characters:

ME:
MOM:
Neighbourhood Networkers (all shapes and sizes included):Story starts:






Days later:



莫 名其妙. Mom told me to tone down..?? Wah piangz.. tone wat?? I dun understand. Just by being polite and answer what people asked, I get the title of being overly friendly??? Eh.. why not give Miss talkative title.

Being the typical housewife and afraid of gossips, mom told me to respond less. I didnt know that replying in mono-syllabus also can be considered friendly. Diao.. Does that mean next time I pretend not to hear what they aunties say and not respond? Like that they sure award Miss Rude title. Man, greet also cannot, dun greet also cannot. Dun give a damn lah.
No interesting happenings. Dunno wat to blog. Blog lai blog qu, pple start to tell me how sad my posts seem to be. I'm just fa xieing k. No worries at all.
Since I'm learning zi wei dou shu, shall post some information regarding the stars. Here's the first one.

天同星

代表人物:貂蝉
优  点:平易近人,知足常乐
缺  点:畏首畏尾,感情用事

天同星之个性

天同是一颗平易近人的星曜,为福德宫主,有延寿、解厄之能力,化禄为善,主有口服,代表享受,冲劲不足,使人更形懒散。天童星本质趋于被动保守,生活工作多求安逸,待人处世以和为贵,不易与人争执,有如春风般的笑容及不计前嫌的态度,让人感受温柔随和而带来好人缘。

天同星之消费观

天同喜欢花钱在享受上,不一定是高级的享受,但至少要吃的不错、穿的不错、用的不错,尤其跟生活息息相关的东西,都要有一定的水准!他不喜欢使用太过 复杂的机器,最好都是All in one的设计,发挥一指神功就好,而他更是个迷糊的消费者,常莫名其妙自己买了什么也搞不清楚。

天同星之感情观

爱享受的天同星个性上虽温和善良,但是有时会虎头蛇尾. 除了可以藉由另一伴的监督来改正这个缺点外,孩子气的 他也易激发出对方的母爱。温和、善良的天同星很容易对文学、艺术有兴趣,所以在选对象时,会找一样有相同爱好、浪漫、脑筋动得快的对象!除了以上几点外, 口才好、外交能力强的人,也是爱四处云游型的天同想邂逅的对象哦!

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

不解, 不明, 不白
想逃, 想辟, 想躲
深思,深陷,深隐
aiya 乱啦
Eekz.. I hate this..
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