Sunday, March 22, 2009

Tired

Recording demos for 2 consecutive nights can die. Lack of sleep is giving me pimples and panda eyes.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

My boss is so nice....

Wolfgang summoned me into the office and the first thing he said was to ask me to take time off work as and when I want to during this difficult time. So nice... I'm so touched...

He kept stressing that work can become secondary if my world is crashing at this moment. He is worried and hope that I can approach him anytime with my problems if I needed help. He suggested me to talk to more friends, relax and take a holiday. Almost wanna go up and hug him and cry la.....

Hope he wouldn't be leaving that soon lor.... I better work harder from now...

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Have a heart that never hardens and a temper that never tires..

This quote is so simple yet so difficult to achieve, yet someone just did... I hope I can live like this...

My siblings and I are totally supporting this statement on our msn nicks.. kinda cute... =)

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Taking small steps now

Something very significant is happening in my life at this stage.
Though I'm not sure how I can overcome this, I'm starting on my baby steps to grow and learn from it now.

After all the anguish have dissipated, I just hope that I grow upon this experience. Please ganbatte with me.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

I'll find my way

一直在酝酿一直在盼望
爸爸和妈妈唯一的理想
二月第一天一九八一年
我第一次对他们眨了眨眼

等待快点过去多少个明天
希望这个宝贝快快长大一点一点
身体要健康所有的事情都如所愿
baby长大以后就是小轩

*Chorus
I will find my way
I want a different way
After the wind and rain
There'll be a brand new day
小时候受伤有人心疼失落有人安慰
现在遇到困难自己就要学会面对

I will find my way
I want a different way
Nothing will stop me now
No matter what they say
困难要用我的坚强和努力勇敢面对
现在用心去追感觉就对
I'll find my way

一直就这样找我的方向
不理会别人奇怪的眼光
直到有一天我忽然发现
梦想已经在实现

等待快点过去多少个明天
看着自己已经慢慢长大一点一点
我的生活应该让我自己学会掌握
相信自己不怕风雨再多

*Chorus

Handphone-less

Forgot my companion again. Which may not be a bad thing afterall.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

2 weeks of self helping

My sister is 6 years younger than me yet I feel that she can be my older sister many times.

There's alot going on for me right now. Was really tired after alot of courage gathering, self reflection, relentless thinking and overcoming sadness.

Had a quiet chat with her and she threw me her "bible" of 3 years: Happiness in a Nutshell

With her enlightenment, I'm gonna embark on reading it a few rounds and also the book: Follow your Heart.

I guess I'm feeling more light-weighted at this moment. Will see how things go in 2 weeks time.

Friday, March 06, 2009

Coping

After a long while of moodiness, it feels good that I'm getting abit of the sane-ness back. It could just be just temporal but I'm thankful enough.


Just today alone, I received calls to ask why I was down or how I was coping. The first was my mentor that called out of the blue. It seems very amazing that whenever I'm down, he will so happen to call. He jokingly said it could be my distress signal strength call out too strong. LOL

My dear friend from Taiwan called to check on me despite his heavy schedule. Was a short one but heartwarming.

And good friend who constantly smses me to check on me despite being hurt and down himself.

Jamie who just came back from Switzerland brought over some chocolates. Can't eat them because of my persistent cough.

All these can't not make me smile abit more today right. =)

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

My manager is so funny... Sent 2 docs in German for me to fill in the blanks.
Sleeping earlier and earlier each day recently. It seems to aid my health.

Anyway, I'm temporary using a different blog to pen my other thoughts as I dunno how to stop feeds to facebook. =P

Sunday, March 01, 2009

coughing so much tat i cant get to sleep. meds, western or chinese dun seem to work. so hard to breathe tat i had to use my mobile to blog now. maybe drowsy meds may have been a better idea. at least i would be sleeping better.
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